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25

by TOTEM

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If you Could look inside me What kind of man Would you want me to be Would I Have to think like you do See through your eyes Parade the disguise Get carried away Everyday Would you Bestow some time Strangle your mind Imagine the thought Found but then lost Would you Judge who I am Convict where I stand Get carried away Everyday If I Could be like you are Be one in the line Numbing sublime Get carried away Everyday
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It's You 05:36
It’s true The beauty I knew Of the freshest found rose Is not as beautiful As you It’s true The beauty I knew Of the ocean’s mystery It means nothing now to me You’re every thought of mine Can’t get you off my mind Give me your every thought Your passion is what I want It’s you It’s true The beauty I knew Of the deepest shade of blue It’s not as cool as you It’s true The beauty I knew Of a secret desire Erupting into fire You’re every thought of mine Can’t get you off my mind Your lips I’d die taste And burn in your embrace I want you To drink my wine Let me into your fire It’s you
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Once young- a boy Life was filled with nothing but joy New age- new time Youth is gone but it cries to be mine Things stay- undone To foreshadow all the things that will come Still time- passed by Leaving the trace of our last goodbye The thoughts- I’ve seen Living through life but what does it mean But you- know me The addict just wants to be free Hate burns- my throat Taste dismay in the words that you wrote I’ll stand- by you Pleasure of pain after all we’ve been through Now here- I am Follow the path but I don’t think I can Revive- regress No longer happily being depressed Touch eyes- farewell Taking first steps so please wish me well Once young- a boy Life was filled with nothing but joy Follow the ash of a fire flame Ascend to the night and be gone Change to stars in an endless night A vision perfected in form And in this glow of heavenly tears And fires which burn the sky One thought lies eternal with these And resides within you and I Lonely feet grip a tired road Following steps to a home unknown A gift of birth in time and space Bridges burn as I leave this place This blackened heart will lead the way Through months and years and everyday To search for means and answers to The faults that lie in me and you
5.
Rain 03:04
She was the best friend That I could find She never betrayed me She always got me high Don’t you know that the only thing That can stop us is a drought Let’s make it rain Now that the times are much Harder than before I see her more and more and more It’s not the same Don’t you know that the only thing That can stop us is a drought I want it to rain Let’s make it rain Stop and listen To what I’m really trying to say Even the strongest love Can slowly fade away But it’s okay To fade away
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Twenty-Five 06:00
I was out of my head for some time that’s gone past But the person I was has arrived home at last Turn back the page and the clock and this time Balancing thin on the finest of lines Yet how could it be that I’ve turned out this stray If you know that I’m lost well then show me the way For this place where I am now is part of my past The present is lost and the future won’t last Down from the clouds And the fields full of green The spiraling hills and the mountains and the trees Sitting alone with the island myself I christen the bottle a cry just for help So please, please let me in I’m afraid and it’s wearing me thin For my time here has been once and gone Now it’s time to move on I was out of my head for some time that’s gone past But the person I was has arrived home at last He looks just the same though his heart has grown cold His mind has stayed young but his body’s grown old Yet how could it be that he’s turned out this stray If you know that he’s lost well then show him the way For this place where he is now is part of my past The present is lost and the future won’t last Down from the clouds And the fields full of green The spiraling sands and the oceans and the streams Sitting alone with the island myself I christen the bottle a cry just for help So please, please let me in I’m afraid and it’s wearing me thin For my time here has been once and gone Now it’s time to move on For my time here has been once and gone Now it’s time to move on
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I Remember 05:17
Kgb and christmas tree Acapulco gold Does it mean anything Now that we’ve grown old So light a smoke I’ll tell a joke Remember the magic middles So much time has gone by Thoughts of you still race through my mind I’ll remember Those days forever Listen to me And I’ll listen to you How the hell did we know We could always see things through Often times I’d feel depressed About the world around me And you’d say Cast a line We’ll kill some time Soon everything is gonna be just fine Night would come And we’d cruise around Forget about this old rusty town I’ll remember My friends forever I’d like to sing this song for you It’s the least that I can do Celebrating memories Immortalized in melody
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Faith 05:35
I just woke From a dream You won’t believe The things I’ve seen My family My closest friends Time felt like It would never end We shared some laughs We shared some tears Our love survived After all these years But here’s where I stand A boy to a man I’ve grown some But you know me Home is where I come from Cast away Sleep my daze Dream of love That comes from above God won’t get me through this day And God won’t answer when I pray And God won’t talk but that’s okay God hears all each and everyday God won’t even take the time And God won’t help to clear my mind And God won’t fill this heart of mine God’s love well that’s a real fine line You have to find faith in something But why put it in God? Look to the face in the mirror Find faith in the person you are
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Wish 08:04
Wish I Wish for Something more Than the last one A new toy Can’t fill the void Running from the certainty That you are growing old A forgotten secret told Give Give unto Sleepless feelings Are never gonna leave I have a gun I still can come Round the bend Lies a secret That I can’t understand So alone again I stand Wish

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released June 20, 1997

All words and music Alex/Kaslauskas.

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